What should I do?

What should i do?
I've fallen in love with the wrong person. 
It'll ruin my 5years friendship between another girl...
I said to myself never get in love this year because its streaming year and neither do i know that i would get in love..
Its a guy that i never knew that i would ever be in love with him until this year.... 
This very year, that when every situation that i'm teamed up with him because of the same cca, same group...
I feel a total different sense when i'm near him or when i see him..
haiz, never know what to do...

Hi, I'm back.. :D

Hi everybody. haven been blogging ah.. quite busy. My march holidays = to no holidays. my holidays were like fully packed with activities. Example, 11-13 March is my CCA ( OAC ) camp. Then right after the camp, the next day, i have my basic first aid course ( 14-17 March ). Ms Noraida treated us Macdonald XD . Then right after that there's Mount Belumut to  climb.. From 18-19 March.. so the days left for me to do my homeworks are left with only 1 day which is Sunday. Haix, what a week! Hahas. well, gotta go nows. Will try and blog more often! 


안녕! 내가 너희들을 사랑해!


사랑과,
베라 <3

Lee Dong Hae (이동해)

Chinese Name : 李 東 海

English Name : Aiden Lee

Nickname(s): Fishy (물고기, it's actually just "fish" but because of how Koreans pronounce it, it became "Fishy" to international fans), Donghae Bada (동해바다, East Sea), Pinocchio (named by Heechul), Dorobbong (part of the Bbong brothers with Heechul and U-Know Yunho), Tiger (from the Zodiac)
Date of Birth: October 15, 1986
Place of Birth: Mokpo in Southern Jeolla Province (Jeollanamdo Mokpo/전라남도 목포)(전라남도 목포)
Height: 175 cm/5' 8.9"
Weight: 60 kg/132 lb (Donghae mentioned on Itta Upta 4/4/09 that he weighed 59kg)
Blood Type: A
Siblings: older brother Donghwa
Pets: Bada (Bichon Maltese dog, name comes from Donghae's name East Sea, thus Bada meaning "Sea"), Meo (Bichon Maltese dog, name is short for "Romeo")
Specialty/Hobby: Dancing, Exercise, Singing, Watching movies
Education: Currently a student at Myongji University (명지대학교)

Lee Hyuk Jae (이혁재)Stage 
Name : Eun Hyuk (은혁)
Chinese Name : 李 赫 宰 / 銀 赫
English Name : Spencer Lee
Nickname(s): Jewel Guy (보석미남), Monkey (from the Zodiac)
Date of Birth: April 4, 1986
Place of Birth: Goyangshi NeungGok (고양시 능곡) (경기도 일산)
Height: 176 cm/5' 9.3" (mentioned on Yashimmanman that his real height was +/- 2 cm so 174 cm/5' 8.5" :))
Weight: 58 kg/127.6 lb
Blood Type: O
Siblings: older sister Lee Sora (1984)
Pets: Choco (lives with his parents)
Specialty/Hobby: Dancing (all genres), Exercising, Listening to music
Education: Currently a student at Pai Chai University (배재대학교)

Han Geng (韩 庚)

Korean Name : 한경 (Han Kyung)

English Name : Joshua Tan

Nickname(s): Beijing Fried Rice (북경밥 aka Bukkyungbap; came during "Full House," from Hangeng mispronouncing and Heechul mishearing 볶음밥 aka Bokkeumbap which just means fried rice in Korean), Dragon (from the Zodiac)
Date of Birth: February 9, 1984
Place of Birth: Mudanjiang in the Hei Long Jiang (黑龙江/흑륭성) Province, located in the northeastern part of China
Height: 181 cm/5' 11.3"
Weight: 66 kg/145.2 lbs
Blood Type: B (he originally thought he was O then A. It was only in summer 2006 that he found out that his blood type was B.)
Siblings: only child
Pets: used to have Rong Rong (dog) which was given to him by fans for a little while in March-June 2007, but had to give him away because he wasn't home enough to take care of him; Mao Mao (lives with Hankyung's parents in China)
Specialty/Hobby: Chinese traditional dance, Ballet, Computer games
Education: Central University for Nationalities (중앙민족대학교)

Kim Hee Chul (김희철)

Chinese Name : 金 希 澈

English Name : Casey Kim

Nickname(s): Heenim (희님), Cinderella (신데렐라), Flower (꽃), Kim Pink (김분홍), Kim Moodswing (김기복), Kim Cherry (from Youngstreet), Snake (from the Zodiac), Heerobbong (part of the Bbong brothers with Donghae and U-Know Yunho), Heebongie Hyung (Yesung's nickname for Heechul)
Date of Birth: July 10, 1983
Place of Birth: Hoengseong County, Kangwondo (강원도 횡성군); grew up in Wonju, Kangwondo (강원도 원주) where his parents still reside
Height: 179 cm/5' 10.5" in (stated in his 100Q/100A from August 26, 2007 that his height is actually 178 cm/5' 10.1")
Weight: 60 kg/132 lb
Blood Type: AB
Siblings: older sister Kim Heejin (1982)
Pets: Heebum (Russian Blue cat) since 11/11/06, Champagne (Siamese cat) since 7/26/08; used to have Yamchae (Russian Blue cat) given to him by fans from 7/13/05 to 11/3/05, but he ran away while Heechul was away for a few days filming.
Specialty/Hobby: Writing poems, Writing fairy tales, Computer games
Education: Sangji University (상지대학교); reportedly graduated in 2008.

Kim Ki Bum (김기범)

Chinese Name : 金 基 范

English Name : Bryan Trevor Kim

Nickname(s): Snow White (named by Heechul), Yangban Kim (named by Heechul)
Date of Birth: August 21, 1987
Place of Birth: Seoul (서울)
Height: 179 cm/5' 10.5" (stated on Yashimmanman that his real height was 177 cm/5' 9.7")
Weight: 58 kg/127.6 lb
Blood Type: A
Siblings: younger sister Kim Saehee

Education: Unknown

Cho Kyu Hyun (조규현)

Chinese Name : 曹 奎 賢

English Name : Marcus Cho

Nickname(s): Kim Kyu (김규, named by Heechul), Game Kyu (겜규) , Jumong Kyu (주몽규) , Chic Kyu (시크규)

Date of Birth: February 3, 1988

Place of Birth: Seoul Nohwon (서울 노원) (서울)

Height: 180 cm/5' 10.9"

Weight: 68 kg/149.6 lb

Blood Type: A

Siblings: older sister Cho Ara (1985)

Specialty/Hobby: Singing, Listening to music, Watching movies

Education: Currently a student at Kyunghee University (경희대학교), Post Modern Music major

Kim Ryeo Wook (김려욱)

Chinese Name : 金 麗 旭

English Name : Nathan Kim

Nickname(s): Eternal Mangnae (만년막내 literally means "for 10,000 years, the youngest")
Date of Birth: June 21, 1987
Place of Birth: Inchon Bupyung Sanggokdong (인천 부평 상곡동)
Height: 173 cm/5' 8.1"
Weight: 58 kg/127.6 lb
Blood Type: O
Siblings: only child
Specialty/Hobby: Singing, Composition
Education: Currently a student at Inha University (인하대학교), Theater Arts major

Choi Si Won (최시원)

Chinese Name : 崔 始 源

English Name : Andrew Choi

Nickname(s): Simba (named by Heechul), Horse (from the Zodiac)
Date of Birth: February 10, 1987 (Apparently, Shiwon's real birthday is April 7, 1986... Eeteuk said Shiwon's birthday was coming up soon on his minihompy on 4/5/09. The story is that his parents didn't registered his birth until February of the following year for whatever reason so in official documents his birthday is listed as February 10. However, despite the fact that his actual birthday is April 7, February 10 is the birthday he officially celebrates with Super Junior fans so...)
Place of Birth: Seoul Gangnam (south of Han River near Apgujung) (서울 강남)
Height: 183 cm/6'
Weight: 65 kg/143 lb
Blood Type: B
Siblings: younger sister Choi Jiwon
Specialty/Hobby: Singing, Dancing, Acting, Taekwondo, Chinese (language), Playing drums

Education: Currently a student at Inha University (인하대학교), Physical Education major

Lee Sung Min (이성민)

Chinese Name : 李 成 民

English Name : Vincent Lee

Nickname(s): Sweet Pumpkin (단호박 comes from his line in a one-episode drama called "Sea of sisters"), Minimi (미니미)
Date of Birth: January 1, 1986
Place of Birth: Ilsan in KyungGi Province (경기도 일산) (서울)
Height: 175 cm/5' 8.9"
Weight: 57 kg/125.4 lb
Blood Type: A
Siblings: younger brother Lee Sungjin
Pets: Ari (Yorkshire Terrier dog, name means "Fighting" in Korean. This isn't the same dog that he looked after for a month on "Animal Farm." That Ari was adopted by another family.)
Specialty/Hobby: Chinese martial arts, Acting, Watching movies, Playing instruments
Education: Transferred from Seoul Arts University (서울예대학교); currently a student at Myongji University (명지대학교)

Kim Young Woon (김영운)

Stage Name : KangIn (강인)

Chinese Name : 强 仁

English Name : Jordan Kim

Nickname(s): Kang Kings (강깅쓰), Kkang (깡), Neoguri (너구리 aka Racoon, named by Anya from "Full House"), Ox (from the Zodiac), Youngchoon (영춘; Heechul's nickname for Kangin, Heechul claims that this is Kangin's real first name)
Date of Birth: January 17, 1985
Place of Birth: Seoul Seodaemoongoo HongEunDong (서울 서대문구 홍은동) (서울 서대문구)
Height: 180 cm/5' 10.9"
Weight: 70 kg/154 lb
Blood Type: O
Siblings: only child
Pets: Gongju (공주 which means Princess; it's a female Japanese Spitz, shown on ChinChin 11/7/08; the coordi noona told him that her eyes look just like his so he bought it)
Specialty/Hobby: Acting, Singing, Exercise (kick boxing), Swimming
Education: Kyunghee University (경희대학교)

Kim Joong Woon (김종운)

Stage Name : Ye Sung (예성)

Chinese Name : 金 鐘 雲 / 藝 聲

English Name : Jerome Kim

Nickname(s): Cloud (구룸), Dog (from the Zodiac), Rabid Dog (광견; Heechul's nickname for Yesung)
Date of Birth: August 24, 1984
Place of Birth: Chunahn in Southern Choongchung Province (충남 천안)(충청남도 천안)
Height: 178 cm/5' 10.1"
Weight: 64 kg/140.8 lb
Blood Type: AB
Siblings: younger brother Kim Jongjin (1987)
Pets: a turtle named Ttangkkoma (땅꼬마 which means 'small runt') since 12/4/08; he mentioned on "Olnbam" that it cost him 200,000 won (~$150).
Specialty/Hobby: Singing, Listening to music, Exercise
Education: Chungwoon University (청운대학교), Broadcast Music major, possibly transferred to Sunmoon University (선문대학교); reportedly graduated in early 2009.

Shin Dong Hee (신동희)

Stage Name : Shin Dong (신동)

Chinese Name : 申 東 熙 / 申 東 or 神 童

English Name : Matthew Shin

Nickname(s): Dongri Dong Dong (from Ppo Ppo Ppo)
Date of Birth: September 28, 1985
Place of Birth: Moonkyung in Northern KyungGi Province (Kyungbook Moonkyung/경북 문경) (경 기도 일산)
Height: 178 cm/5' 10.1"
Weight: 90 kg/198 lb (he stated on his minihompy that he started his current diet at 103 kg/227 lb. Shindong stated during an interview during the Super Show in Shanghai that at one point, he had lost up to 19 kg, but that he had gained 4 kg back so he's lost a total of 15 kg - 11/22/08; as of 3/25, Shindong stated that he's gained back 10kg from his peak weight loss of 20kg so at ~93 kg/205 lbs)
Blood Type: O
Siblings: only child
Specialty/Hobby: Making facial expressions, Making jokes, Dancing
Education: Paekche Institute of the Arts (백제예술대학)

Park Jung Soo (박정수)

Stage Name : Lee Teuk (이특)

Chinese Name : 朴 正 秀 / 李 特

English Name : Dennis Park

Nickname(s): Angel without Wings (날개잃은천사), Gaeteuk (개특, named by Heechul), Special Leader (특별한리더), Peter Pan, Ori (오리 aka Duck)
Date of Birth: July 1, 1983
Place of Birth: Seoul Yeonshinnae (서울 연신내 은평구)
Height: 178 cm/5' 10.1" in (said on Star King that his real height without shoelifts is 175 cm/5' 9")
Weight: 59 kg/129.8 lb
Blood Type: A
Siblings: older sister Park Inyoung (1982)
Specialty/Hobby: Piano, Composition, Listening to music, Singing
Education: Transferred from Paekche Institute of the Arts (백제예술대학) to Inha University (인하대학교)

sooo many test in a week :S

My favourite Korean Band, 

SHINee!!

They are like soo super cute,

soo super handsome,

soo super cool!!!

Stage Name: Onew, Leader Onew
Birth Name: Lee JinKi
Nick Name: Leader, Dubu(Tofu), Leader-shii, Ondubu,Appa,etc.
Birthday: 14 December 1989

Stage Name: Jong Hyun, Bling Bling Jong Hyun
Birth Name: Kim Jong Hyun
Nick Name: Bling Bling, Bling, Ma Bling, JJong, Puppy JJong, etc.
Birthday: 8 April 1990

Stage Name: Key, Almighty Key
Birth Name: Kim Ki Bum
Nick Name: Key, KimKey, Almighty Key,  Key Umma, etc.
Birthday: 23 September 1991

Stage Name: MinHo, Flaming Charisma MinHo, etc.
Birth Name: Choi MinHo
Nick Name: Flaming Charisma, Bulkot Charisma, etc.
Birthday: 9 December 1991

Stage Name: TaeMin, Young TaeMin
Birth Name: Lee TaeMin
Nick Name: Maknae(literally means youngest), Taem, Adeul(Son),etc.
Birthday: 18 July 1993

My favourite member: Min Ho and Onew

Next-In-Line: Jong Hyun, TaeMin

Last-In-Line: Key

Shinee !

Onew

From Left to Right: Onew, Jong Hyun, Taemin, Min Ho, Key

Min Ho

Left to Right, Top to Bottom: Onew, Yoo Geun(from SHINEE Hello Baby), Jong Hyun,
Key, Min Ho, Tae Min

Hello Baby

Schools Starting.

School's Starting. The more closer we are towards the date, the more i dread the days to come.
Argh. Maybe I'm used to the holiday mood already. Hais.

In the endd..

In the end, we end up not going to church but doing our own stuff. Parents went out, Brother also went out, Me? Alone at Home. Watching service online^^

Brothers, Brothers.

Why can't brothers just listen to the elders? It's just listening to them. 

Daddy asked my brother to go to church today. My brother doesn't want to, so, my father say no matter what also must go to church today. He kept on saying no. It's just really really troublesome, man!

Well, guys, guys.

Maybe I should ?

I started to follow another clique instead of my ex-clique instead as what I know is that my studies had been neglected , my attitude has changed into like them(my ex-clique) . 

I know I'm wrong to choose the wrong clique so , changing into another better clique, whose studies are greater than I am , attitude are better than I am , and both of them are Christians too , like I am .

If I continue to join them , when I needed help , if they don't help , nobody will help me , no other friends will help me . 

Cuz , all of them in my ex-clique , nobody in class likes them . 

So , changing into another clique would be better ?

Having more friends than just them or no friends at all but just them ?

Favouritez !

Baby Eeyore

Stitch

Stitch

Stitch

Lilo AND Stitch

How I spend my day .

Today , I spend my whole day at home .
i woke up at 1pm today so its kinda late to go for CG meeting .
Tomorrow , I have to reach school by 7.45am for Abseiling course and it clashes with my cca camp briefing .
Already planned to eat breakfast with Michelle and Kristina . So , If I cant wake up by 5.30am , I dun think I would be eating Breakfast with them .
My plan was to reach Yishun Mrt Station by 6am , meet Michelle .
By 6.30am , reach Woodlands Mrt Station , meet Kristina .
Then , all three of us will go to Breadtalk , buy one or two bread and bring it up to the foodcourt where we sit down and eat our breakfast .

Seems like ....

Hmmm .... it seems like we could onli be like tis ...
brothers and sisters ....
hmmm ..... alright then ....
I'll listen to you ....
Guess you're right ....
We'e not mature enough to handle all tis ...
Well okays ...
I'll be waiting ....
For you ....
<3

Realized . . .

I've realized that I'm too bored at home that I've been out everyday and at Amelia's house slacking !!! LOL :)

Boredom , please go away .

Camp please come quickly .

Cuz I'm seriously too bored .

Sian !

Camp is so FUN .

I didn't realize that camping in school , camping with my friends can be so much fun .

I still remember cheers what we learnt from camp .

1 . Peeping through the window,

what do people see?

If you want to eat banana, do the proper way!

Meet me tonight by the moonlight..

Meet me tonight all alone..

I've got something to show you..

Something that is yellow & long (HEY!)

1 banana, 2 banana, 3 banana 4..

5 banana, 6 banana, many many more...

2. We were sailing along(we were sailing along) on moonlight bay(on moonlight bay)

We could hear the voices singing(singing..)
They seem to say(what did they say?)
You have stolen my heart(I have stolen your heart)
Now don't go away(I won't go away)
As we sing love's old sweet song(sweet song)
On moonlight bay(on moonlight bay..)

3. Ipoo ee thai thai eh ya

ipoo ee thai thai eh
ipoo ee thai thai
ipoo ee tookie ipoo ee tookie eh ya

What to do ?

The camp cheers are still in my mind . And whenever i'm alone or doing nothing , i will start singing the cheers again .

Had so much fun in camp ...

People who didn't go for the camp is not gonna know that camp is so fun .

The Gunners Cheer ( My Group's Cheer )

Peeping through the window what do people see ?

If you want to see the gunners do the proper way .

Meet us tonight at the classroom .

Meet us tonight with some guns .

We got something to give you .

Something SHINY and SMALL .

1 bullet, 2 bullet, 3 bullet, 4

5 bullet, 6 bullet and

many many more ..

many many more (HEY!)

many many more (HEY!)

many many more (HEY!)

until you die lorhh .

Just Kidding .

Don't mess with us hor !

HAHAHA !