Sad because I miss you and I love you...

I'm Not Angry Because We Broke Up,
I'm Sad Because I Can't Let You Go..
I'm Not Angry At You For Not Loving Me,
I'm Angry With Me For Still Loving You..
I'm Not Angry That I Lost You,
I'm Sad Because I Once Had You..
I'm Not Angry That I Can't Have You,
I'm Sad Because I Know What I'm Missing..
I'm Not Angry That You've Moved On,
I'm Sad Because I Can't..
I'm Not Angry That You Won't Come Back,
I'm Sad Because I Keep Hoping You Will..
I'm Not Angry Because I Hate You And Don't Want To,
I'm Sad Because I Miss You And I Love You..!

Before you met me...

Before You Met Me

You Were Sad

I Was Happy

Then I Gave You My Smile

And

Took Away All Your Sadness

And

Now I M Going Away Forever

Will Take All Your Sadness

And

Hide It In Some Part Of My Life

And

You Will Never Feel That

The Smile Up There Is Not Yours

Its "MINE" . . . =/ 

The reasons why girls cry....

Why girls cry:


-A Girl Wont Cry Easily,
Except in Front of The Person;
Who She Love The Most,
She Becomes Weak..! :(

-A Girl Wont Cry Easily,
Only When She Love You The Most,
She Put Down Her Ego..!

-If a Girl Cries Bcoz of You,
Hold Her Hands Firmly,
She's The one Who Would Stay With You
For The Rest of Your Life..♥

-If a Girl Cries Bcoz of You,
Don't Give Her Up..!
Maybe Bcoz of Your Decision,
You Ruin Her Life..! :(

-She Cries Not Because She is Weak,
She Cries Not Bcoz She Wanna Sympathy or Pity,
She Cries Because;
Crying Silently is No Longer Possible..! :(
The Pain, Hurt N Agony Have Become Too Big;
A Burden To Be Kept Inside..! :'(

-If a Girl Cries Her Heart Out To You,
And All Because of You;
Its Time To Look Back on What You Have Done,
Only You Will Know The Answer To it..♥ !! :) 

How can I ever arrange my words?

How Can I Ever Arrange
My Words To Say
How Special You Are
To Me . . . ?
You Are The Theme Of
...My Life
You Are The Beloved
Princess
You Are My Love
You Are In My Memories
You Are In My Happiness
You Are In My All
Acceptance
Every Single Beat Of My
Heart Is Just For You
Every Breath I Inhales,
Its Just For You Honey
I Live For You, And I Will Die
For You
I Laugh And Cry For You
All This Is Because
I Want To Do Something Special
For You
Because
You Are So Special To Me . . . :) ♥ 

Whenever you feel alone...

I'll Stay,
Whenever You Feel Alone.
When There Is Something Wrong,
We Will Make It Right.

I'll Be There,
Whenever You Need Me.
When You Have A Problem,
Together We'll Solve It.

I'll Understand,
Whenever You Get Mad.
If You Can't Forgive Me,
I'll Just Wait For Your Forgiveness.

I'll Come With You,
Whenever You Want To Go.
If You Need Someone To Be With,
I'll Go With You.

I'll Be Your Armor,
Whenever You Get Hurt.
If You Feel That Your Down,
I'll Never Let You Fall. 

I don't wanna miss you

I don't wanna close my eyes 
I don't wanna fall asleep 
'Cause I'd miss you, babe 
And I don't wanna miss a thing 
'Cause even when I dream of you 
The sweetest dream will never do 
I'd still miss you, babe 
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I love you

I love you
you don't understand
how I feel, well
lemme tell you.

I will do anything
in this world for you
I just can't let you go.

You are the most important
person in my life next
to my flesh.

On and off for 5 years
is a long time.....
to love someone so much.

I love you with all my 
heart, nothing can 
change that.

Me and You are meant
to be. You are the best

You make me feel as
if I need you to live.

I need you in my life
my life. I am addicted to
you like a drug.

This love here
is unconditional it will
never end.

Greyson Chance photos

Greyson

Greyson's photo shoot for his debut album

Greyson's photo shoot for his debut album(2)

Greyson Singing

Greyson Chance - Waiting Outside the Lines lyrics

You'll never enjoy your life, 
living inside the box 
You're so afraid of taking chances, 
how you gonna reach the top? 


Rules and regulations, 
force you to play it safe 
Get rid of all the hesitation, 
it's time for you to seize the day 


Instead of just sitting around 
and looking down on tomorrow 
You gotta let your feet off the ground, 
the time is now 


I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting, 
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines 
Waiting outside the lines 
Waiting outside the lines 


Try to have no regrets 
even if it's just tonight 
How you gonna walk ahead 
if you keep living blind 


Stuck in that same position, 
you deserve so much more 
There's a whole world around us, 
just waiting to be explored 


Instead of just sitting around 
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground, 
the time is now


Don't wanna have to force you to smile 
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow 
Cause I know, 
What's in you is out there 


I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting, 
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines 
Waiting outside the lines 
Waiting outside the lines 


I'm trying to be patient 
(I'm trying to be patient) 


the first step is the hardest 
(the hardest) 


I know you can make it, 
go ahead and take it 


I'm Waiting, waiting, just waiting 
I'm waiting 
I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting 
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines 
Waiting outside the lines 
Waiting outside the lines 


You'll never enjoy your life 
Living inside the box 
You're so afraid of taking chances, 
How you gonna reach the top?

People nowadays. .

People nowadays are very complaining. Everything also want to complain. Not complain then it's gossip. I can't stand these type of people. Think they very big but not big. =.= idiotic. Zzzz...





Annoyed.

Hoping, And Hoping

Hoping and hoping that the month of June would arrive soon. Fast. I want my new phone! I seriously can't stand this phone! Its really getting on my nerves for lagging, for blur images, for lack of memory space. 

Hopes that I'll get my new phone soon and before OAC June Camp! 

Really praying, and praying. 

Lots of loves <3

Apology Letter to Cheries for....

Sorry Cheries for the prologue of my blog being almost similar to yours. Just like it then copy, sorry ah. Dunno what to write le..




Signing Off! :D

Examx

I think my Mid Year will sure flunk.
I don't understand how to do today's science Mid Year leh. What Xylem, what Phloem, whatever.
Maths Paper 1, I dun really understand a few questions but most probably will be just a pass ah.
Well, I'm gonna study for my Maths Paper 2 tomorrow now. See you soon! :D






P.S. : I really like her blog. Please visit her blog at: www.silentc-onfession.blogspot.com

The thing that I dread the most. .

Waaa, I'm gonna bang my head against the wall soon. . My parents actually bought a Sony Ericsson Xperia X10 mini pro for my brother!!! D: Every time, I'm the one getting things first and this time around, its my brother the phone getting a phone first before even I get my new phone?! #@%! He got it now during the month of May while I can only get my new phone next month, the month of June becos of my stupid plan. . Urgh!!! It isn't really fair lorh!



Nvm, Chill. Patience brings great returns. HAHAHA. :D LOLOL!

Signing Off...

I can't possibly love you and like somebody else, can't I?
You just don't understand me, so what's the point of still being together?
You just simply can't understand and you start scolding me for it? -.-
Its okay, I don't really give a damn about you, idiot.

Appreciate What You Have, Before Its Gone Forever..

Boy: I broke up with her.

His bff: What happened?

Boy: She's just too much.

His bff: Why? What did she do wrong?

Boy: She only cared about her appearance, always had to look good and take forever to get dress, so insecure! 

His bff: So you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? Because she wanted you and others to see that you have th prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: She'd often call or text me asking where am I, who I'm with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She's so clingy!

His bff: So you broke her heart because she cares a lot about you and your well being? Because her greatest fear is losing you? I see.. 

Boy: She'd always cry whenever I say something slightly mean. She can't handle anything, she's a cry baby!

His bff: So you broke her heart because she have feelings? Because she just wanted to hear you saying 'i love you'? I see..

Boy: You know, she'd get jealous easily, just simply annoying. I could barely talk to other girls and I had to hide it from her when I did so she wouldn't bitch about it.

His bff: So you broke her heart because she wanted you to commit to her? Because she thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and get hurt even more? Because she just wanted th guy she loves th most to only her? I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His bff: You broke up with her because she's good for you? Because she just wanted th best for you? She's broken now because you were selfish and only thought of yourself, are you proud now?

Boy: I broke her heart.. because i couldn't see what was happening.. what happened to me??

His bff: You lost th girl that loved you no one else could have. You see? You didn't want her when all she ever wanted was you. That was what happened.

Hop, THE MOVIE

Have watched the new movie, Hop, yesterday. 
It was funny, and interesting.

This is e.b. , the bunny. To be exact, its the easter bunny.

The movie is about an teenage rabbit E.B. as he prepares to take over the position of the Easter Bunny from his father, Mr. Bunny.
However, E.B. doesn't like the pressure that is placed on him, as he fears that he will disappoint his father and the children around the world by not being able to deliver all of the Easter candy on time. So he leaves his home on Easter Island to go to Hollywood to instead pursue his dream of becoming a famous drummer.
During his first night in Hollywood, E.B. is hit by Fred O’Hare, who is driving to Beverly Hills to house-sit for the boss of his sister Samantha. E.B. manipulates his way into staying with Fred, but ultimately just causes trouble for him. While Fred is on a job interview, for example, E.B. realizes that his father sent his bodyguards, the Pink Berets, to Hollywood to bring him home. Mr. Bunny wants E.B. to return to Easter Island to not only take over his destined job, but to also help suppress the revolt that’s being led by Easter Chick Carlos.
Then, blah blah blah...
In the end, Fred and E.B. takes over Mr Bunny job of being a easter bunny! 
The End.
Marks: 4/5

What should I do?

What should i do?
I've fallen in love with the wrong person. 
It'll ruin my 5years friendship between another girl...
I said to myself never get in love this year because its streaming year and neither do i know that i would get in love..
Its a guy that i never knew that i would ever be in love with him until this year.... 
This very year, that when every situation that i'm teamed up with him because of the same cca, same group...
I feel a total different sense when i'm near him or when i see him..
haiz, never know what to do...

Hi, I'm back.. :D

Hi everybody. haven been blogging ah.. quite busy. My march holidays = to no holidays. my holidays were like fully packed with activities. Example, 11-13 March is my CCA ( OAC ) camp. Then right after the camp, the next day, i have my basic first aid course ( 14-17 March ). Ms Noraida treated us Macdonald XD . Then right after that there's Mount Belumut to  climb.. From 18-19 March.. so the days left for me to do my homeworks are left with only 1 day which is Sunday. Haix, what a week! Hahas. well, gotta go nows. Will try and blog more often! 


안녕! 내가 너희들을 사랑해!


사랑과,
베라 <3

Lee Dong Hae (이동해)

Chinese Name : 李 東 海

English Name : Aiden Lee

Nickname(s): Fishy (물고기, it's actually just "fish" but because of how Koreans pronounce it, it became "Fishy" to international fans), Donghae Bada (동해바다, East Sea), Pinocchio (named by Heechul), Dorobbong (part of the Bbong brothers with Heechul and U-Know Yunho), Tiger (from the Zodiac)
Date of Birth: October 15, 1986
Place of Birth: Mokpo in Southern Jeolla Province (Jeollanamdo Mokpo/전라남도 목포)(전라남도 목포)
Height: 175 cm/5' 8.9"
Weight: 60 kg/132 lb (Donghae mentioned on Itta Upta 4/4/09 that he weighed 59kg)
Blood Type: A
Siblings: older brother Donghwa
Pets: Bada (Bichon Maltese dog, name comes from Donghae's name East Sea, thus Bada meaning "Sea"), Meo (Bichon Maltese dog, name is short for "Romeo")
Specialty/Hobby: Dancing, Exercise, Singing, Watching movies
Education: Currently a student at Myongji University (명지대학교)

Lee Hyuk Jae (이혁재)Stage 
Name : Eun Hyuk (은혁)
Chinese Name : 李 赫 宰 / 銀 赫
English Name : Spencer Lee
Nickname(s): Jewel Guy (보석미남), Monkey (from the Zodiac)
Date of Birth: April 4, 1986
Place of Birth: Goyangshi NeungGok (고양시 능곡) (경기도 일산)
Height: 176 cm/5' 9.3" (mentioned on Yashimmanman that his real height was +/- 2 cm so 174 cm/5' 8.5" :))
Weight: 58 kg/127.6 lb
Blood Type: O
Siblings: older sister Lee Sora (1984)
Pets: Choco (lives with his parents)
Specialty/Hobby: Dancing (all genres), Exercising, Listening to music
Education: Currently a student at Pai Chai University (배재대학교)

Han Geng (韩 庚)

Korean Name : 한경 (Han Kyung)

English Name : Joshua Tan

Nickname(s): Beijing Fried Rice (북경밥 aka Bukkyungbap; came during "Full House," from Hangeng mispronouncing and Heechul mishearing 볶음밥 aka Bokkeumbap which just means fried rice in Korean), Dragon (from the Zodiac)
Date of Birth: February 9, 1984
Place of Birth: Mudanjiang in the Hei Long Jiang (黑龙江/흑륭성) Province, located in the northeastern part of China
Height: 181 cm/5' 11.3"
Weight: 66 kg/145.2 lbs
Blood Type: B (he originally thought he was O then A. It was only in summer 2006 that he found out that his blood type was B.)
Siblings: only child
Pets: used to have Rong Rong (dog) which was given to him by fans for a little while in March-June 2007, but had to give him away because he wasn't home enough to take care of him; Mao Mao (lives with Hankyung's parents in China)
Specialty/Hobby: Chinese traditional dance, Ballet, Computer games
Education: Central University for Nationalities (중앙민족대학교)

Kim Hee Chul (김희철)

Chinese Name : 金 希 澈

English Name : Casey Kim

Nickname(s): Heenim (희님), Cinderella (신데렐라), Flower (꽃), Kim Pink (김분홍), Kim Moodswing (김기복), Kim Cherry (from Youngstreet), Snake (from the Zodiac), Heerobbong (part of the Bbong brothers with Donghae and U-Know Yunho), Heebongie Hyung (Yesung's nickname for Heechul)
Date of Birth: July 10, 1983
Place of Birth: Hoengseong County, Kangwondo (강원도 횡성군); grew up in Wonju, Kangwondo (강원도 원주) where his parents still reside
Height: 179 cm/5' 10.5" in (stated in his 100Q/100A from August 26, 2007 that his height is actually 178 cm/5' 10.1")
Weight: 60 kg/132 lb
Blood Type: AB
Siblings: older sister Kim Heejin (1982)
Pets: Heebum (Russian Blue cat) since 11/11/06, Champagne (Siamese cat) since 7/26/08; used to have Yamchae (Russian Blue cat) given to him by fans from 7/13/05 to 11/3/05, but he ran away while Heechul was away for a few days filming.
Specialty/Hobby: Writing poems, Writing fairy tales, Computer games
Education: Sangji University (상지대학교); reportedly graduated in 2008.

Kim Ki Bum (김기범)

Chinese Name : 金 基 范

English Name : Bryan Trevor Kim

Nickname(s): Snow White (named by Heechul), Yangban Kim (named by Heechul)
Date of Birth: August 21, 1987
Place of Birth: Seoul (서울)
Height: 179 cm/5' 10.5" (stated on Yashimmanman that his real height was 177 cm/5' 9.7")
Weight: 58 kg/127.6 lb
Blood Type: A
Siblings: younger sister Kim Saehee

Education: Unknown

Cho Kyu Hyun (조규현)

Chinese Name : 曹 奎 賢

English Name : Marcus Cho

Nickname(s): Kim Kyu (김규, named by Heechul), Game Kyu (겜규) , Jumong Kyu (주몽규) , Chic Kyu (시크규)

Date of Birth: February 3, 1988

Place of Birth: Seoul Nohwon (서울 노원) (서울)

Height: 180 cm/5' 10.9"

Weight: 68 kg/149.6 lb

Blood Type: A

Siblings: older sister Cho Ara (1985)

Specialty/Hobby: Singing, Listening to music, Watching movies

Education: Currently a student at Kyunghee University (경희대학교), Post Modern Music major

Kim Ryeo Wook (김려욱)

Chinese Name : 金 麗 旭

English Name : Nathan Kim

Nickname(s): Eternal Mangnae (만년막내 literally means "for 10,000 years, the youngest")
Date of Birth: June 21, 1987
Place of Birth: Inchon Bupyung Sanggokdong (인천 부평 상곡동)
Height: 173 cm/5' 8.1"
Weight: 58 kg/127.6 lb
Blood Type: O
Siblings: only child
Specialty/Hobby: Singing, Composition
Education: Currently a student at Inha University (인하대학교), Theater Arts major

Choi Si Won (최시원)

Chinese Name : 崔 始 源

English Name : Andrew Choi

Nickname(s): Simba (named by Heechul), Horse (from the Zodiac)
Date of Birth: February 10, 1987 (Apparently, Shiwon's real birthday is April 7, 1986... Eeteuk said Shiwon's birthday was coming up soon on his minihompy on 4/5/09. The story is that his parents didn't registered his birth until February of the following year for whatever reason so in official documents his birthday is listed as February 10. However, despite the fact that his actual birthday is April 7, February 10 is the birthday he officially celebrates with Super Junior fans so...)
Place of Birth: Seoul Gangnam (south of Han River near Apgujung) (서울 강남)
Height: 183 cm/6'
Weight: 65 kg/143 lb
Blood Type: B
Siblings: younger sister Choi Jiwon
Specialty/Hobby: Singing, Dancing, Acting, Taekwondo, Chinese (language), Playing drums

Education: Currently a student at Inha University (인하대학교), Physical Education major

Lee Sung Min (이성민)

Chinese Name : 李 成 民

English Name : Vincent Lee

Nickname(s): Sweet Pumpkin (단호박 comes from his line in a one-episode drama called "Sea of sisters"), Minimi (미니미)
Date of Birth: January 1, 1986
Place of Birth: Ilsan in KyungGi Province (경기도 일산) (서울)
Height: 175 cm/5' 8.9"
Weight: 57 kg/125.4 lb
Blood Type: A
Siblings: younger brother Lee Sungjin
Pets: Ari (Yorkshire Terrier dog, name means "Fighting" in Korean. This isn't the same dog that he looked after for a month on "Animal Farm." That Ari was adopted by another family.)
Specialty/Hobby: Chinese martial arts, Acting, Watching movies, Playing instruments
Education: Transferred from Seoul Arts University (서울예대학교); currently a student at Myongji University (명지대학교)

Kim Young Woon (김영운)

Stage Name : KangIn (강인)

Chinese Name : 强 仁

English Name : Jordan Kim

Nickname(s): Kang Kings (강깅쓰), Kkang (깡), Neoguri (너구리 aka Racoon, named by Anya from "Full House"), Ox (from the Zodiac), Youngchoon (영춘; Heechul's nickname for Kangin, Heechul claims that this is Kangin's real first name)
Date of Birth: January 17, 1985
Place of Birth: Seoul Seodaemoongoo HongEunDong (서울 서대문구 홍은동) (서울 서대문구)
Height: 180 cm/5' 10.9"
Weight: 70 kg/154 lb
Blood Type: O
Siblings: only child
Pets: Gongju (공주 which means Princess; it's a female Japanese Spitz, shown on ChinChin 11/7/08; the coordi noona told him that her eyes look just like his so he bought it)
Specialty/Hobby: Acting, Singing, Exercise (kick boxing), Swimming
Education: Kyunghee University (경희대학교)

Kim Joong Woon (김종운)

Stage Name : Ye Sung (예성)

Chinese Name : 金 鐘 雲 / 藝 聲

English Name : Jerome Kim

Nickname(s): Cloud (구룸), Dog (from the Zodiac), Rabid Dog (광견; Heechul's nickname for Yesung)
Date of Birth: August 24, 1984
Place of Birth: Chunahn in Southern Choongchung Province (충남 천안)(충청남도 천안)
Height: 178 cm/5' 10.1"
Weight: 64 kg/140.8 lb
Blood Type: AB
Siblings: younger brother Kim Jongjin (1987)
Pets: a turtle named Ttangkkoma (땅꼬마 which means 'small runt') since 12/4/08; he mentioned on "Olnbam" that it cost him 200,000 won (~$150).
Specialty/Hobby: Singing, Listening to music, Exercise
Education: Chungwoon University (청운대학교), Broadcast Music major, possibly transferred to Sunmoon University (선문대학교); reportedly graduated in early 2009.

Shin Dong Hee (신동희)

Stage Name : Shin Dong (신동)

Chinese Name : 申 東 熙 / 申 東 or 神 童

English Name : Matthew Shin

Nickname(s): Dongri Dong Dong (from Ppo Ppo Ppo)
Date of Birth: September 28, 1985
Place of Birth: Moonkyung in Northern KyungGi Province (Kyungbook Moonkyung/경북 문경) (경 기도 일산)
Height: 178 cm/5' 10.1"
Weight: 90 kg/198 lb (he stated on his minihompy that he started his current diet at 103 kg/227 lb. Shindong stated during an interview during the Super Show in Shanghai that at one point, he had lost up to 19 kg, but that he had gained 4 kg back so he's lost a total of 15 kg - 11/22/08; as of 3/25, Shindong stated that he's gained back 10kg from his peak weight loss of 20kg so at ~93 kg/205 lbs)
Blood Type: O
Siblings: only child
Specialty/Hobby: Making facial expressions, Making jokes, Dancing
Education: Paekche Institute of the Arts (백제예술대학)

Park Jung Soo (박정수)

Stage Name : Lee Teuk (이특)

Chinese Name : 朴 正 秀 / 李 特

English Name : Dennis Park

Nickname(s): Angel without Wings (날개잃은천사), Gaeteuk (개특, named by Heechul), Special Leader (특별한리더), Peter Pan, Ori (오리 aka Duck)
Date of Birth: July 1, 1983
Place of Birth: Seoul Yeonshinnae (서울 연신내 은평구)
Height: 178 cm/5' 10.1" in (said on Star King that his real height without shoelifts is 175 cm/5' 9")
Weight: 59 kg/129.8 lb
Blood Type: A
Siblings: older sister Park Inyoung (1982)
Specialty/Hobby: Piano, Composition, Listening to music, Singing
Education: Transferred from Paekche Institute of the Arts (백제예술대학) to Inha University (인하대학교)